this had been what i am thinking for the past few days... and the post may be a little long..

i seriously do not know what i want in life. quite lost currently.... some may say i emoing again... but u all asked me to update de!! so i updating my feelings these few days...

anyways i am SERIOUSLY again NOT emo. i am just too bored... then start thinking of some stuff..... heard that my 2 sisters maybe going overseas for studies. 1 for university, 1 for JC. together. will be like quite long never see them if really this happen.. do i really want this? hiaz..

no idea. been kind of blur... then them oing overseas lead me to another question.... what if i wanna go overseas to further my studies but cant afford it.... should i start investing in shares?? wondering..... maybe ba... hiaz..

really super super super bored these few days... i dunno what should i do sia... after the projects, and the sharepoint deadline seems so far away... i been getting slack... even when i go to SBM booth t help ut, then also see all the students there studying... feel damm bad for not studying sia.... i dunno what to do. especially when jo asked me to study togethr tday... i started wondering... what have i did? basically all oncepts i kind of understand le... but now lack of practise... but its also what i lacks and hates mo... wondering what to do...

went back into maplestory o see see again for today... tio influenced.. haha but hor ... really feels like it sucks now.. focusing too much on cash and stuff.... the long time friendship is long forgetten and gone. everyting is build on money tracsactions cash now.... so typical of ur daily lives. sucks. would not be playing it back le i think...

I wanna quit game, wana slim down, wanna grow taller.... why hor my these 3 wishes like can never ever ever accomplished de.... keep slack sia!!! howhowhow? can someone push me?? xD

i know currently being super random.... cuz i closed my eyes and typing... so 1stly, pardon me for any spelling mistakes.... this is so that i can just let my thinking flow out to type my truest feelings...

wanna go shopping... but every one cant on sat... so wondering.. again... what to do?.. aha more people more fun... okay. decided le... its on sunday... but jessica said wanna do project also... sucks... what shold we do ==. then who want go shopping also can le... just join in kay?!

feel like concentrating in SBM club... wanna make it my 1st CCA and be involved in it!

aiya... stop for now....lol. jo broke my chain of thoughts by talking to me on msn...

anyways, i am super happy that OC is over. by this time of next week, sharepoint would be finished too and 2 modules will be down. 4 left to tackle in the semester exams! woohoo