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AH FUCKED.I WOKE UP LATE TODAY!!!
almost late, woke up at 1015, and rushed out! There were also no cab passing by my house and had to call one. damm shag sia. wasted $14. just when i thought and need to start saving money.

i hate iras...... i just wanna live an ordinary live. Maybe i will also hate my work in the future. Who knows? and who cares? no one.

ranting aagain. Lol -.-
i again wish to find someone who will be there for me always.
someone who can wake me up when i'm gonna be late.
someone who i will be very happy with!

even when writing this post also had to be disrupted by taxpayers -.-.

Now, there is again problem with the sunday outing. so many things like gonna happen on sunday again -.-
should i go fishfarm, or should i go outing with them...... stupid sia . 7 guys + 2 couple go marina barrage. feel like cancelling it. but will leave bad impression on wang yi. dunno what to do. THAT'S WHY I HATE ORGANISING.

I wanna slim down. dunno how to go about doing it. When i emotional like this period, i tend to eat more -.-''
siah lah! spoil my plan sia. TEACH ME HOW TO SLIM DOWN!

met up with yc, sx, savio after work yesterday to cut hair @ twister. Never book appointment, too many people. TIO REJECTED! but still i dunno what hair i wanna cut sia... . if anyone see this post, can you comment on which hairstyle should i go for? lol.

no free ice cream @ bedok CC ben & jerry :((

i like a sad everyday sia. freaking emotional. Can i just drop my smile. i am like selling smile now. Smiling to TP, smiling to friends, smiling to customer, i am almost smiling to everyone. i only wanna drop the smile and cry. i tried to cry at night. but tears cant flow out. wonder still got what way to vent my feelings , other than trying to cry. i need rest i think Life seems to be too much for me to handle currently. IRAS work, KBOX, shit happenening, . I'm lonely. BUT, life's a bore without work. i really dun want to convert back to my stupid old lifestyle when i'll be stucked with gaming and more gaming and wasting money like no one's business. i wanna do something constructive, however life now seems to deprive me of all the chances i have and i am losing great deal of time trying to input in leisure time for myself. :(

maybe its just because this week is a hectic week.