Being in the train,

So cramped. So crowded. Taking this chance to write while standing.

Like I mentioned yesterday about how I should have signed on, people always think that the grass on the other side is greener. Who knows if I would truly be happy or not to stay in the army.

So much to think of but I couldn't be bothered to think it through properly.

Scared of not being able to complete. Hates to OT. It would be great if I was a little more like Derek. Always  taking it as it comes, being one of the most easy going friend that I have.